another moodless day
i am tired
i am sick
my family is quarrelling these few days
many things ran through my mind i guess
sch is practically a 2nd home for me to sleep and daydream
i wonder how long am i going to stay like this
the carelfair me, or the serious me
i guess sleeping is the best dam thing?
i wish i could die in my sleep one day
i suddenly felt tired
and idk why
i wsh i could let go of everything
but i just cant
the thought of losing somethings just made me felt a knife stabbed through the heart
behind the smiles and laughter, lies a broken heart
wad am i doing in my live?
do i have no goal?
please someone, anyone, gimme a wakeupcall
nevertheless, i hate ppl telling me wad to do, or correct smth i done
do not push my limits
i may just erupt one day
im tired
maybe a good night sleep will help
but i haven had one since a month ago or 2
let me sleep well tonight, will ya
tml is speech day, and i can wake up late
well, today sch, den went out with dear
being with her cheers me up
i shall not post in details
time for some rest
nights all
treasure wad u have now, u wont know when it may disappear
Qiqi
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